Excited

This month brings lots of stuff that I'm excited about. First, I have only five more days until I go home. I'm excited for home for multiple reasons (one being a girl). Second, I have only nine days until I move back into the dorms which means that I get to see some really great friends that I haven't seen all summer. Third, cross country practice starts in thirteen days. Fourth, class starts in three weeks. Fifth, I actually get to develop a stable living situation and a reasonably steady routine in life.

Actually, while I'm writing this, I have that feeling in my chest you get when you're nervous/excited for something. It's kind of a tight, welled-up emotion feeling. Like I could pop if I took a really deep breath and someone poked me with a sharp object at the same time. I love this feeling. I used to get it when I raced in high school. The thing that gives me this feeling the most is the girl I mentioned earlier. I've wanted to take this girl on a date for a few years but the timing was never right. Well, now I'm pretty sure the timing is right, and I'm not about to miss this opportunity. That's all I have to say about that cuz I don't want to get myself too excited and then get let down again. I'm mostly nervous about it because I haven't been on a date with a girl other than my ex for three years. I don't know what to do. :) I really hope it works out. Thanks to the two of you that read this. Much love.